I know I haven't written in a long time. I finished my A level exams less than a month ago and I am stuck in that awkward gap when I do not know what to do with my life anymore. It's an exciting time nevertheless. The past two years of schooling has been a horrible experience for me (not entirely of course) and I could finally leave it behind and move on with my life. There's no looking back now.
I have decided that I am not going to waste the six months of free time I have been given. What am I going to do? I don't really know but I am determined to step out of my comfort zone and grow as a person.
One of the things I've set out to do is redefine how I see the world around me. I'm going to the make the most of all the blessings that have been bestowed upon me and live my best life today. I know this all sounds very cliche' and I probably got those last few lines from one of those motivational posters with pictures of the ocean, flowers or cats or something, but that doesn't make it any less true.
I am harder on my myself than a lot of people realize. Although I am the kind of person who is generally supportive and accepting of other people, I find it hard to do the same with myself. I'm an overthinker and when you start thinking too much during a rough time, things can spiral out of control. What I mean to say is that it is a bad habit that I have tried to get rid of within the past few months and honestly, I couldn't be happier. Right now, I am happier than I have been in years and there is no way I am going to let myself become the mess I was a couple of years ago.
You know how sometimes a song can feel like a hug, right? Vienna is that song for me.
Sorry for being so mushy today. I just needed to get all that off my chest. Anyway, I'll be blogging a lot more from now on. This is a new beginning for me and I am very excited. :D
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